Ang Araw at Ang Buwan.

Unang Yugto...


Sa isang malayong lugar, merong dalawang katawang pangkalawakan ang hindi alam na nabubuhay ang isat-isa. Si Haring Araw at si Buwan. Sa Umaga, si Araw ang hari ng mundo. Siya ang nagbibigay ng sigla sa lahat ng matataamaan ng sinag niya. Masaya si Araw na araw-araw ay nagbibigay siya ng saya sa mundong iyon. At si Buwan naman na tuwing gabi ay nagbibigay ng ilaw na mundong binalot ng kadiliman. Siya ang naging gabay ng mga tao upang maglakad sa gabi at makarating sa kanilang paroroonan. Hindi alam ng dalawa na sa tinaggal-tagal na nabubuhay sila ay katabi lang nila yung magpapasaya ng higit pa sa sayang nararamdaman nila sa tuwing nagbibigay ng ilaw sa mundo.

Isang araw naisipan ni Araw na magpahuli ng konti sa paglubog para naman maabutan niya sa Buwan. Tahimik lang si Buwan ng lumitaw, hindi naman siya pala salita dahil wala naman na siyang makakausap tuwing siya'y lalabas sa gabi. Nagpakiramdaman ang dalawa hanggang sa binasag na din ni Araw ang katahimikan. "Kamusta kana Buwan?" "Ayos lang ako, maliit pa din hindi katulad mo lalong lumalaki" Mahiya-hiyang sumagot si Buwan. Natawa lang si Araw dahil siya lang ang nakapansin sa paglaki nito. "Tinitingnan mo siguro ako lagi no? sabay tawang sinabi ni Araw. "Paano kita hindi makikita lagi, e ikaw kaya ang pinakamalaking bituin sa langit. Tapos masyado kang mainit. Ako lang naman ang hindi napapansin dito, dahil sa tuwing lalabas ako lahat ng tao tulog na. Wala ng oras para kamustahin ako o mapansin ang kagandahan ko." Maluha-luhang sinabi ni Buwan kay Araw. Napaisip si Araw, ganun ba siya kaswerte at lahat ng atensyon na gusto niya ay nakukuha niya? Napaisip siya at unti-unting lumayo kay Buwan. Habang si Buwan, magisa sa malamig nanamang gabi. Pinagmasdan ni Araw si Buwan sa malayo, iniisip niya kung sa tagal-tagal na nilang nabubuhay dun e naranasan na ba niyang umibig? Kasi sa tagal-tagal ding nabuhay ni Araw hindi pa niya naranasan ang magmahal. Yung tipong merong ngiti sa bawat araw niya, yung rason kung bakit hanggang ngayon buhay pa siya. Nalungkot na din si Araw, Naisip niya na katulad lang din pala siya ni Buwan. Mag-isa. Walang lovelife. Boring. Walang Happiness. Hindi mapakali si Araw kaya panay ang silip niya kay Buwan tinitingnan kung kahit isang beses ay makita niya itong ngumiti. Pero sa halip na makita itong nangumiti, nakita niya itong umiiyak. Gusto man niya itong lapitan e hini niya kaya dahil iniisip niya "hindi kaya ako ang nagpaiyak dito?" Pero dahil siya si Haring Araw, nilakasan niya ang loob niya at sumigaw "Hoy Buwan! Bakit ka malungkot?" Tumingin sa kanya si Buwan habang lumuluha at sabay sabing "Ngayon ko lang kasi nakita ang sarili ko sa mga mata mo, ngayon ko lang nalaman kung gaano ako kaganda sa mata ng iba. Natutuwa lang ako at kahit papano maganda pala ako" isang kabog ang naramdaman ni Araw pagkatapos sabihin ni Buwan lahat yun. Ngayon lang din siya nakarinig na tinitingnan siya hindi sa panglabas niyang anyo kundi sa kanyang mga mata. Simula nung araw na yun, Hinangaan na ni Araw si Buwan at lagi na niya itong binibisita. Naging matalik silang magkaibigan, naging karamay ng isat-isa sa bawat unos at hirap sa pamumuhay sa mundo. Unti-unti ding napagtanto ni Araw na, baka si Buwan na ang sagot sa kanyang mga hiling. Yung nagiisa na tatama sa lahat ng mali sa buhay niya, yung magiging rason na maslalo pa niyang napasaya ang mga tao sa mundo. Isang gabi habang nakangiting nakatingin sa kalawakan si Buwan. Sumigaw bigla si Araw "Buwan!!! MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA!" Nawindang lahat ng bituin at nagtawanan habang pasimpleng ngumiti si Buwan.

To be continued..

A Journey with Dengue

Remembering back when I was still in high school, when my classmate got sick cause of dengue. One thing came into my mind "sana ako na lang yun" but it never happened. The dengue mosquito doesn't like me at all that's what I thought "ganun bako katibay?". But really life proved me that it can change faster than the speed of light. Now, I'm 20 years old. A victim of dengue and a survivor [yet]. On some point of it was a very very traumatic experience, high fever and vomiting. It was one of those moments when I can really say "I'd rather die than experience this shit" really! As in I really wished I should have died. I experienced almost every single symptom of dengue, It was 9 days of hell. 4 days stock at my room and 5 days at the hospital hopeless and sick. During my 4 days at the hospital only Yad [lets just use this nickname, I don't want to mention his name here] was my strength [okay he was my ex and I'm still in love with him, no more questions just read okay?] he was one of those who are willing to donate blood for me if ever I needed it. I really did thought we were okay back then, he was sweet and all but still in the end none change. He's still in love with that witch. Any, he is also one of those whom I think gave me the courage to fight dengue. He was present the whole time not physically but mentally. He texted me every day trying to tell me to have a rest, to drink a lot of water and more. But I never thought that everything was a lie. Every text message, every mushy mushy was all a fucking lie. Okay now this blog is giving me a shit. Nawawala na yung true essence which is about dengue. So lets go back to dengue.

Being friends with dengue for 9 days is just like what I said traumatic. But the scenes in the hospital made it worth staying. Since I'm only staying at a ward, I was able to meet a lot of people. In my ward, there are only 6 beds, 3 cases of dengue and 2 um i dunno whatevah. There is this one patient who have been very interesting the whole time, He's a very very old man with lots of friends and he's with this girl maybe a few years younger than him who looks like her mistress. Well, that is based on my observation. Another patient there that is worth watching, is a guy suffering from kidney failure [I guess, i dunno why he's there e :)] He was very jolly and full of hopes. Though no one comes to visit him that's why I pity him. Another interesting patient is this girl also a victim of dengue and she's with her boyfriend. Isn't it weird? no family member present. Really really weird. And the one that really caught my eyes in my ward is this young and sweet girl with her very beautiful Mom. I can see myself in her cause of her very caring Mom.

my 9 days of hell was very delightful cause of my Mom. She was there the whole time trying to convince me to drink more water, drink, drink and drink. She even tried the tawa-tawa and 181 stuff from the tv. Desperate Moms do whatever stupid things. She has also been so caring and loving. One thing I like about her is that she never failed to make me feel that I'll be okay , that I should be strong and face life positively. Though, she cant get over Yad. :| Really! she was like "Sana nurse naman para may magaalaga sa akin kesa sa marketing baka ibenta lang ako" she was crazy! crazy yet funny, cause until now Yad is still okay in her eyes. Which breaks my heart. Cause she still find me and yad perfect for each other. :| [heart breaking] Any, she was my strength my support the whole time. So I thank her with all my heart. :)

To all the Parents whose child is suffering from dengue. Please encourage them to fight and drink a lot of water. Don't let them be one of those who are suffering from sleepless nights. Let them be positive and don't let them cry for pain remains but once you've touched their hearts it'll forever stay. Love them.

To all the kids, teenagers and young adults experiencing this kind of disease may you all be strong enough to accumulate atleast liters of water a day. That's our only weapon and our only way to survive. Dengue will not leave you or even me. I can still feel the virus running in my veins, and hopefully someday sooner It'll strike again and this time, big time. It should have just killed me in the first place. But dont lose hope its just that my life isnt worth living anymore. So still fight for your life and drink a lot of water.

May God Bless you all and take me now.

Fling o Commitment, saan ka dito?

Sa tinagal-tagal kong nabuhay dito sa mundo ipinagtataka ko lang kung bakit nauso pa ang fling at commitment. Sabi kasi ng iba kaya daw sila nakikipag-fling para lang malibang, past time ba. E kung meron naman palang fling para saan pa yung commitment?

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Fling.
v. flung (flng), fling·ing, flings
v.tr.
1. To throw with violence: flung the dish against the wall. See Synonyms at throw.
2. To put or send suddenly or unexpectedly: troops that were flung into battle.
3. To throw (oneself) into an activity with abandon and energy.
4. To cast aside; discard: fling propriety away.

v.intr.
To move quickly, violently, or impulsively.

n.
1. The act of flinging.
2. A brief period of indulging one's impulses. See Synonyms at binge.
3. Informal A usually brief attempt or effort: You take a fling at it.
4. A brief sexual or romantic relationship.

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Nung una hindi ako naniniwala sa fling, kasi bakit mo naman sasayangin yung oras mo sa isang tao na 'just for fun' lang. Gagastos ka ng pera para lang magkasama kayo tapos kapag pagod kana iiwan mo na lang siya dahil fling lang yun? Until now, hindi pa din ako naniniwala sa ganoon pero base sa mga kwento ng mga kaibigan ko at sa mga nababasa kong kwento ng pag-ibig USO NGAYON ANG FLING. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ang daming taong mahilig pag-aksayahan ng oras yung mga taong hindi naman nila gusto. Naiisip ko tuloy, ang fling ba ay isang paraan ng rebound? kasi kung titingnan natin halos lahat ng may fling ay yung mga lalake/babae na nasaktan sa past love nila at ayaw pa nilang magseryoso sa pag-ibig. At kung mapapansin niyo rin ang fling ay usually tumatagal ng buwan o taon na parang walang nangyari, ang feeling mo ay 'naging kami nga, pero wala namang pundasyon.. walang something' bakit? kasi pinipigilan mo yung sariling mong ma-inlove dun sa taong yun. Masasabi na ba nating ang fling ay rebound din? Pinasosyal lang ba natin ang word na rebound? sa totoo lang naman kasi masagwa kapag may nagsabi sayo na 'rebound mo?' syempre mahihiya ka kasi iisipin nila na hindi kapa over dun sa ex mo, Pero kapag 'ka-fling mo?' medyo sosyal ang dating at hindi masyadong panget pakinggan.

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Commitment>
n.
1. The act or an instance of committing, especially:
a. The act of referring a legislative bill to committee.
b. Official consignment, as to a prison or mental health facility.
c. A court order authorizing consignment to a prison.
2.
a. A pledge to do.
b. Something pledged, especially an engagement by contract involving financial obligation.

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'Ang love may sariling time frame yan, hindi yan pinipilit'
Commitment is a BIG word. Madaming takot dito, dahil takot silang masaktan at manakit. Ayaw nilang magseryoso dahil baka sa dulo sila din ang matatalo. Pero ako naniniwala ako dito, naniniwala din ako na isang beses ka lang pwedeng maging committed sa isang tao dahil isa lang naman ang puso natin. Isang beses lang din yan iibig ng totoo. Wala namang tao sa mundo to ang umibig ng pagkadami dami at lahat sila mahal niya, nasasagwaan nga ako dun sa mga babaeng ang dami-daming boyfriend. Ano yun lahat ng naging boyfriend niya minaha niya? diba napakaimpossible kasi talaga na mangyayari yung ganun. We only have ONE HEART so we can only LOVE ONCE. Maswerte nga yung mga first love ng isang babae dahil PURE yun at walang halong pangbobola dahil iisa lang ang mahal nila. Swerte din naman yung mga babaeng kahit hiwalay na sila ng boyfriend niya ay hindi pa ito makahanap ng iba dahil siya pa din ang sinisigaw ng puso niya, natatakot lang siya na baka sa huli magkasakitan ulit sila.

Humahanga ako sa mga taong kayang panindigan ang COMMITMENT. Sa panahon ngayon bihira na kasi yung taong kaya kang mahalin ng buo madalas kasi ginagamit ka lang nila para kalimutan yung past love nila. Masarap MAGMAHAL at masarap IBIGIN. Minsan kailangan din nating makaramdam ng sakit para malaman natin kung ano ang dapat sa hindi. Masmahirap maipit sa isang sitwasyon kung saan akala mo masaya kana pero sa huli mapagtatanto mo na pinilit mo lang palang maging masaya.

Kaya kayo, UMIBIG KAYO NG TUNAY! YUNG WAGAS! Minsan lang sa buhay ng tao ang Umibig ng tunay, kahit madami ka ng naging gf/bf/kabit/asawa andyan pa din yung nag-iisang babae/lalake na tunay ay wagas mong minahal. Yung taong bumuo ng pagkatao mo, yung nagbago sayo at dinala ka sa mabuting daanan. Mahirap humanap ng tunay na pag-ibig ngayon. Kaya ako'y nanalangin na sana lahat ng makakabasa nito ay makahanap ng TUNAY at WAGAS na pag-ibig.

Merong darating chill ka lang :)

How to handle a break-up.. better than Bella Swan..

As much we love New Moon we have to admit that the way Bella handles the whole break-up thing is totally frustrating. Sure, she’s broken-hearted and that sucks but there are ways of dealing with the pain that actually make you feel better; not stuck on a zombie-like state forever. So we’ve picked out the important lessons New moon teaches us on what NOT to do if you ever get into the unfortunate sitch of having a broken heart.

You bf isn’t everything
Bella’s biggest mistake is making Edward literally everything to her, so that when he leaves, life doesn’t have much to offer her except pain. Realizing that your bf isn’t you whole world is a pre-emptive step starting when you are in a relationship. Not that you should expect or prepare for a break-up but it’s important to maintain balance in a relationship, and keep up with your friends, fam, school and most importantly – ‘you’ time! By not making your whole life about a boy, you will be much happier and healthier within the relationship and if you ever do break up you won’t feel quite so broken or alone.

You do get over first love
As romantic as the idea is that your first love is your true love and you never get over it, the reality – and the good news – is that you can. Anne Hollonds, vice president of Relationships Australia explains that you’ll probably always remember your first love in a special way but that doesn’t mean you won’t ever move one and love again. “Human beings are remarkably resilient. When you’re going through a major trauma or crisis, you can’t imagine ever being happy again… but over time it does get better”, says Anne. “It will take longer than you would like it to, probably because we don’t like to feel emotional pain. But its normal and its not going to kill you. You will be happy again.”

No rebound required
Of course, just because you will love again one day doesn’t mean you should jump into a rebound relationship right away. Running from one guy straight into the arms of another is not a good idea. Your new relationship will be off to a bad start, it means that you’re not actually healing properly. “its better to actually feel the pain and give yourself time to heal, and then gradually start looking at new relationship again.”

Do not Self-Destruct
Creepy guys? Motorbikes? Cliff diving? Yeah, not exactly good ways to deal with a break-up (especially of they’re ways to ‘see’ your ex-bf that’s heading pretty far past healthy). Seriously, though and kind of self-destructive behavious is dangerous and, like a rebound guy, won’t actually help you heal. Anne advises that its best not to run away from or try to dampen your pain. Because it will only make things worse in the lone run. And don’t turn those destructive tendencies towards others either – revenge may sound sweet but you’ll be the one ends up even more hurt.



Get help. Feel better.
Bella’s care factor of zero when it comes to her fam and friends and their ability to help het (Jacob doesn’t count – see ‘No rebound required’) is definitely not something to emulate. Coz as you probably know, the support you have around you is the main thing that is ultimately going to make you feel a helluva lot better.
“look after yourself, and get family and friends around you to look after you”, sans Anne. “talk to people who are wise. See the school counselor, you need all the support you can get. Stock up on shocolate, ice-cream, romantic comedies, magazines and tissues and just cry. Its okay to cry a lot, it helps. Eventually, you will feel better!”

Source: girlfriend.com.au

Those three little words: Five things to do before you say ‘I LOVE YOU'

Before you say the biggest three little words that exist, make sure you do these five key things.

1.MEET HIS FRIENDS. They say you can tell a man by the company he keeps. His frienda re his forcefield, and there will be a lot of his past, present and future reflected in the inner circle. Meeting the crew is a big step – the modern day equivalent of meeting his familu. If you really cant stand his mates, be warned he may nor like having to choose between you and them (would you?) Also, he should suggest hanging with his nearest and dearest. If he’s hesitant about showing you off to the crew, that’s gotta start raising some eyebrows.

2.TAKE A FEW TRIPS TOGETHER. If the private jet to Spain is, ah, booked for the weekend, a day trip out of town will suffice. Spending some serious one-on-one time together is a great way to really get to know someone, and make sure that what you have isn’t just a combination of hormones and high school boredom.

3.TALK ABOUT THE FUTURE. Is it love or just flirting? One way to find out is how long he sees this lasting. You don’t have to bring up marriage and babies when it comes to future0-talk. You just wanna make sure you’re not just hid ‘girlfriend of the week’ before you go dropping the L-bomb. A simple vhat about uni or plans for the first year after high school should suss what he’s thinking.

4.HAVE A FIGHT. Firstly, we DON”T mean start a fight – who are you, Lilo and Sam? And okay, we don’t mean have a massive screaming-at-each-other-at-3am-brawl – if your’e having those, maybe you guys shouldn’t be together in this first place! We’re just saying this: relationships aren’t all sunshine and ponies. Sooner or later you’re going to have a disagreement about something, and that’s totally normal. What you need are great communication skills and a mature attitude to see where he’s coming from before working towards a compromise. Can you get his point of view? Is he respecting where you’re coming from? Lovers stiffs are nothing to worry about, as long as you both know how to deal.

5.WAIT AT LEAST THREE MONTHS. Oh, okay. We admit it. Some Girlfriend staffers have been to known to bust this pout after, um, three weeks. And who’s to say being romantic and crazy isn’t just a little bit magical? Just be warned: an early ‘I love you’ will freak the commitment-phobic right outta town. Patience is a virtue, and even if you know you’re both on a one-way, you may wanna wait till he catches up.

COOL vs. FOOL

Cool: being aware he may not say it back.
Fool: saying it in the first week.
Cool: Enjoying being in love – even if he isn’t quite there yet.
Fool: blurting it out the first time it pops into your head.


Source: girlfriend magazine

Tumira, Sablay kaya nag-REBOUND

“More than 50% of rebound relationship ay masaya lang sa una”

Normal na ang magmahalan ang dalawang tao. Merong fling na nauuwi sa totohanan at meron din naming seryosohan na nauuwi sa lokohan.

Mahirap maipit sa isang rebound relationship lalo na kung alam mong mahal pa ng gf/bf mo yung ex nila. At mas lalong mahirap ang pilitin ang sarili mong magmahal ng iba kahit alam mo sa sarili mo na sya pa rin talaga, dinedeny mo lang.

Merong uri ng tao na kapag iniwan ni bf/gf ah hindi kaagad naghahanap ng iba, dahil itong mga taong to ay MATATALINO. Sinisigurado nila na kapag nagmahal ulit sila ng panibago ay buo na ulit ang pagkatao nila at kaya na nilang harapin lahat.

Sa kabilang banda, meron ding mga tao nabago sila makipagbreak sa current gf/bf nila ay sinisigurado muna nila na meron silang lalandiin if ever na maghiwalay sila ni bf/gf. Ito yung mga taong wala ng ginawa kundi makipaglandian kung kani-kaninong babae/lalake/babae/lalake or kung ano pang kasarian ang meron sa mundo natin.

Samantalang meron din naming mga tao na dumadaan sa shortcut. Gustong minamadali lahat, kaya ayun wala silang napala kundi PAIN and SUFFERING. Ito kasi yung mga taong nakikipagbreak kaya malakas ang loob nila na iwan si ganito dahil alam niya makakahanap din naman asiya ng kapalit. Ganyan ang mentality niyang mga taong yan, INSENSITIVE ika nga. At madalas, sa kanila napupunta yung mga REBOUND REALATIONSHIP in short MGA TAGA SALO.

Naalala ko, merong nakapagsabi sa akin na kaya sya nagkaroon ng gf ay para makalimutan ako. E samantalang nung mga panahong yun single ako at hindi naghahanap. Ewan ko kung bakit hindi pumasok sa kokote nya na balikan ako, sya lang naman inaantay ko. Anyways, tulad nga ng sinabi ko, mahirap ang rebound relationhip. Lalo na kung walang ginawa yung gf/bf mo na sumbatan ka ng kung anu-ano like, “buti pa si ____ binibigay nya lahat ng gusto ko”. E bobo din talaga yang mga nagsasabi ng ganyan, bkt? Dahil:

UNA. Kakakilala nyo lang duh! Buti sana kung 6yrs na kayong magkakilala para makabisado na nya lahat ng galaw mo.

PANGALAWA. Diba naggagamitan lang kayo? Kaya wag kang masyadong demanding!

PANGATLO. Tsk! Tsk! Hindi mo naman talaga mahal yan diba? Pinipilit mo lang sarili mo.

PANG-APAT. Masabing my bf/gf lang. Kala nya kasi cool yun at dapat paglaruan ang damdamin ng iba. Sige na ikaw na maganda/gwapo.

PANG-LIMA. Magsabi ka naman ng totoo kahit minsan. Nilalason mo kasi sarili mo sa mga kasinungalingan. Try mo kayang makinig sa paligid baka sakaling my mapala ka. At huwag ng magdeny na mahal mo pa ex mo kasi halata naman. Nakakasakit ka lang, kawawa naman sya. ACTION SPEKAS LOUDER THAN WORDS.

Sa ngayon, 6months na akong single. Never pang sumagi sa isip ko ang magkaroon ulit ng karelasyon, meron mang situations pero natatakot ako.. ayoko kasing makasakit ako ng ibang tao. At alam ko din naman sa sarili ko na hindi ko pa sya nkakalimutan kaya I DON’T WANT TO TAKE THE RISK ON FORCING MYSELF TO LOVE SOMEONE AGAIN~ ayoko din naming pumasok sa REBOUND RELATIONSHIP dahil napakakumplikado ng ganun. At in the first place, hindi ko naman talaga ganun kagusto yung tao, nakakawalan ng gana. Sigurado din tipid ako sa mga actions and words dahil hindi ko naman talaga sya gnun kagusto, kaya ang resulta ok lang sa akin kahit di ko sya kausapin etc. etc. Ayoko din nung tipong MASABING MAY BF/GF lang ba. AYOKO NG GANUN! AYOKONG GUMAMIT NG TAO PARA SA SARILING INTEREST! AYOKONG MASAKTAN AT AYOKO DING MAKASAKIT. KAYA MASOKAY PANG ANTAYIN KO YUNG ARAW NA HANADANG HANDA NA AKO PARA MULING MAGMAHAL, PARA KAYA KONG SABIHIN NA, “Minahal kita dahil mahal kita”.

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Ayaw mag-move on kasi UMAASA PA!

Lahat naman ng tao dumating sa ganitong stage. Yung tipong pinagtatabuyan ka na kasi hindi ka na daw mahal o mahiya ka naman daw dahil may bago na siyang karelasyon. Mahirap tanggapin minsan kung bakit kailngan matapos ang akala mong habang buhay mo ng hawak. Tama nga din ang sinabi nilang "Change is the only permanent thing in this world". Marahil dahil sa change na yun kung bakit ka nakakaranas ng saya o sakit ngayon.

Masarap ang MAGMAHAL, oo totoo yun wala akong pag-aalinlangan sa part na yun. Pero ang hindi masarap ay ang saktan ka ng taong mahal mo higit pa sa aso nyo.

Dahil sa isa akong babae, nararamdaman ko ang nararamdaman nung mga babaeng umaasa pa hanggang ngayon sa ex nilang wala ng ginagawa kundi makipaglandian sa ibang babae habang ikaw andun nag-aantay pa din na sabihin niyang mahal ka niya o kung anu-ano pa. Mahirap maipit sa ganitong sitwasyon, kasi sasabihin ni boy na 'girl, move-on na. Okay na ako o, okay na tayo bilang magkaibigan diba?' tapos ang gagawin naman nitong si girl e magmomove on hanggang sa masanay ng wala si boy. E biglang nagbreak si boy at yung gf niyang akala niya e mahal siya, tapos bigla nanaman siyang lalapit sayo at ikekwento lahat. Syempre ikaw naman tong si tanga makikinig at bibigyan pa ng advice na dapat ganito-ganun etc. etc. Syempre mabubuhayan ka ng loob kasi akala mo PWEDE na ulit kayo. Pero ang hindi mo lang alam ginagamit ka lang nyang escape sa mga nangyayari. ESCAPE as in ESCAPE.

Malamang sa malamang e, EMO ka nanaman ngayon habang binabasa mo tong blog na to. Sa totoo lang mahirap makipag-usap sa lalakeng paiba-iba ang isip daig pa ang bababe kung gawing complicated ang sitwasyon. Meron din kasing mga lalake na ipaparamdam sa iyong mahal ka niya kahit na meron siyang karelasyon. At meron din namang mga lalake na SOBRANG INSENSITIVE alam naman nilang gusto/hindi ka nkakamove on sa kanya e close close na kayo. Yung pilit na ibabalik yung pagiging friends nyo dati. Mahirap naman ata yun, pagkatapos mong saktan yung isang tao bigla ka na lang lalapit at sasabihing 'oi, friends na ulet tayo ha'. Hindi bat ang sarap sunugin ng mga ganung lalake.

Isa lang ang masasabi ko, kapag sinabi niyang ayaw na niya sayo.. iwan mo na.. hayaan mo na.. move on na.. hindi na maibabalik ang dati niyo.. wala ng permanente sa mundong to.. isipin mo din sarili mo, kawawa ka naman mukha ka ng lola.. mag-chill ka, hangout.. makipagdate kahit kanino.. kahit sa vendor ng sago sa palengke niyo.. find your happiness.. andyan naman mga kaibigan mo.. hindi ka nila iiwan PROMISE! kahit itaga mo pa yan sa noo ng katabi mo.. Maging masaya ka! Ipakita mong kaya mo at malay mo, dumating yung araw na marealize mong hindi ka pala para sa kanya.. kasi baka para sa akin ka.. ;P

English ang title, pero tagalog ang gagamiting wika

Hindi naman ako hirap na gamitin ang wikang banyaga. Ngunit, sa aking palagay ay masokay kung sariling wika ang gagamitin upang ipahayag ang sigaw ng damdamin. Ipinagmamalaki kong isa akong PINOY, sa isip, sa salita at sa gawa. Hindi man ako naging perpekto sa aking pakikipagkapwa tao at kung minsan ay sumasablay, alam kong PROUD TO BE PINOY ang drama ko.

Marahil ay nagtataka kayo kung bakit sa ganitong paraan ko ilalabas ang lahat ng aking hinanakit o mga opinyon. Mahilig akong magsulat, hindi nga lang ito na linang ng itigil ko noong nasa mataas na paaralan ako. Hindi naman ako ganun kagaling sa ganitong uri ng libangan. Ang totoo nyang hindi ko alam kung merong tatangkilik nitong blogsite kong wala naman talagang kakwenta kwenta ang laman. Marami-rami na din sa ating mga kababayan ang nahilig sa pagbabasa, ngunit hindi ang sariling atin. Aminado akong tagahanga ako ng mga banyagang manunulat. Masmaganda kasing basahin ang obra nila dahil hindi natin alam kung anong kultura ang meron sa kanila. Madalas din kasi sa mga pilipinong manunulat ay kung ano ang nangyayari sa ating bansa ay yun din ang isusulat. Sa tingin ko hindi nanaman ata natin kailngang malaman yun ng paulit-ulit dahil andito naman tayo.

opppssssssssss.. chill lang! testing lang yan. mahirap magsulat kapag ganyan ang paraan ng pagsusulat ko lalo na sa tulad kong hindi naman ganun kabihasa sa salitang tagalog. Pinoy ako pero hindi lahat ng salita sa pilipino dictionary alam ko. Hindi rin namana ako ganun kagaling upang maalala lahat ng salitang andun. Okay na sa akin yung may makakausap ako gamit ang wika natin ng hindi na kailangang tumingin sa diksyonaryo.

Debut ko to, kaya sana walang magsspoil ng trip ko. Trip-trip lang yan. Pagsusulat ang trip ko at Pagbabasa naman ang sayo. Pero, salamat sa pagbibigay mo ng kaunting panahon upang basahin ang una kong post. Sana maging supporter na kita, mag-antay ka lang. MOODY ako kaya paiba-iba ang topic dito.

Salamat at MABUHAY tayong lahat! <3